Love to Win

I been riding through the city
Carpe diem cease the day
I been rolling through the town
With these thoughts inside brain
I been trying so hard
But this problem I can't shake
No matter what I do
I know I gotta make a way
If I struggle everyday
If I'm thriving if I ain't
I'm not hiding m.i.a.
Reach as high as NBA
Sorry for anybody
Tryna drive up in my lane
Imma chuck you like a steak
Bible warned me bout the snakes
Even if I'm on my face
We will not communicate
Let that ruminate
Imma human ape
Let the massacre begin
Beginning of the end
Like a bomb I detonate
Can't escape my evil grin

Lord knows I love to win
Forgive me for my sins
Right now I'm doing me
Whatever may be
Does it justify the means
I'm conflicted by the ends
I gotta get the green
That's why I'm a college kid
Money on my mind
One master at a time
I'm just tryna master mine
But I'm not a mastermind
Lord knows I love to win
Forgive me for my sins
Right now I'm doing me
Whatever that may mean

If I gotta make it through
Ain't no telling what I'll do to you
I don't mess with snooty dudes
They too fufu
You fruity loop
Disgusting me like tofu do
Tryna make it big
Records spin
Like a hullahoop
So any snare along my way
I'll beat you up no fruity loops
Imma dream come true
An army with a million troops
Can never do the things I do
For this simple reason
I have never known relent
Relentless I have been
For my sins I must repent
Imma stone cold killer
When it come to getting mine
Look me in my eyes
Don't waste my time
Coming for mine
If it's a nickel or a dime
For 15 cent I'll cross that line
To show what I'll do for things beyond
Laser focused
On my goals and
Can't let nobody hold me down
You should know this
Don't promote this
When I beef I hold my ground
Choke you out
Don't make a sound
Librarians will love you now
Wow wow
Cannot drown
Sink or swim
I crocodile
Drop my dial
Imma blow yo speakers out
Then
Remind you again

Lord knows I love to win
Forgive me for my sins
Right now I'm doing me
Whatever may be
Does it justify the means
I'm conflicted by the ends
I gotta get the green
That's why I'm a college kid
Money on my mind
One master at a time
I'm just tryna master mine
But I'm not a mastermind
Lord knows I love to win
Forgive me for my sins
Right now I'm doing me
Whatever that may mean

Now honestly I lose myself
In a past I just can't help
Probably abuse myself
I sacrifice my health
For golden belts
Things on a shelf
That provide me wealth
Mental scars
Body welts
All things I felt
Chasing dreams
And bigger things
Than cards that I've been dealt
I want movie screen
Beauty queen
Id love to win that belt
So my body on the line
My health is too
I sacrifice myself
Got God on my side
I won't be denied
I came this far so oh well
When I see what I want I get that
Type to break you down
For a Kit Kat
Got big dreams
So I flip rap
On the back burner
I mix crack
Cuz it's so dope
When I spit that
It'll get ya high no contact
Ain't no seeing I
No contact
Lends (lense) a hand
So contact
My provider
My higher father
Who forgive me when I am a liar
Makes me win
When I'm fighting fire
To blow you out of that water hydrant
Like the neighborhood
When it's hot and dry out
Not the one when it's dark or night out
Yes I sin
I love to win
But cuz him
I win before I ever try out