Euphoric

Time in I put too much of that
Subject kind of touchy but I'm not gone touch on that
Found myself leaving I'm not coming back
Still running game and catching plays like a running back
Fucking up this first time but we can't run it back
Still got problems from the past feel like they're coming back
I don't know how peace feels but l wants some of that
Every time that we collide feel like a thunderclap

I know I don't need you but want you closer
I still have some things that I'm getting over
I just need somebody whose gonna try to come and feel me
yea we're still wearing masks but I want you to see the real me
we could kiss and make up
but I feel like that's concealing
I would open my heart
but I feel like that's revealing
sometimes you can't talk about me
without tearing

I don't wanna feel like I'm dramatic but ima thug so just love me
when I don't wanna open up just shut the fuck up and just hug me
yea you kind of selfish and I felt that when you shrug things
that's why I get pissed off I get upset and destroy things
then it's fuck your feelings because I feel like you don't love me
I don't smoke so I can't cope so I do my best not to love things
the only stress reliever that I have is you so I just fuck things
still ain't got my shit together but I'm still trying to love things
just tell me that you got me thru the good bad and ugly
tell me you forgive and don't bring up the old things
no matter what you tell me please just me the whole thing
I do nun but love you and I feel like you owe me
I'm trying to keep from fucking up and feeling like the old me
still trying to forget all of the bullshit that you showed me
I just wanna feel all of the lies that you told me
I just want to live out all the lies that you showed

Time in I put too much of that
Subject kind of touchy but I'm not gone touch on that
Found myself leaving I'm not coming back
Still running game and catching plays like a running back
Fucking up this first time but we can't run it back
Still got problems from the past feel like they're coming back
I don't know how peace feels but l wants some of that
Every time that we collide feel like a thunderclap