Nothing Matters

I don't even wanna kill
But sometimes I think I might
Every moment seems still every time
I shut my eyes
Think It's just the way I feel
I don't even know why
Every day I wanna live
But every night I wanna die
I don't see the point of life
Was I just put here to rot
In this box, in this coffin
Locked with my thoughts and I'm
Running out of options
Crows on my window, knots in my conscience
Floatin through a thin door
I'm just another lost soul
OmenXI I I, and that's all you need to know
I hate my fuckin life
Every night I'm dyin slow
Every day I'm livin' fast
I'm just doin what I can
See I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid I really can't
Who would want to spend forever
Being nothing but a man
I could never be a man
I'm the King of the Demons
I'm Prince of the Shadows
Step inside and you will see
Hear a scream outside, look out see me
Black nails at my side, white tee still clean
Switchblade, butterfly, dead man at my feet
XI I I on his side
Blood drippin down the street
Just another fuckin reason you should
Never fuck with me
I cannot show any mercy if
You steppin on my feet
When I look into the mirror I
Can't even see a thing
Just the fragments of a man who
Keep walkin in his sleep