warm light

Yeah lately wish I listened more and
Maybe grew up less past emotions on my heart
That I can't express
Been tryna focus on the people
Truly in my life
The ones I know who'll stick
Around when there's nothing left
I learned there's more important things
Than some dollar signs
A simple lesson I got wrong
More than a couple times
Seems it's natural when living
That we make mistakes
Somehow if I could take 'em back
I got a few in mind
I'm sitting staring at the sky
Cool summer breeze
The butterflies and the clouds
Bring me company but not like how it was
Looking back on time with family
Never spent enough
I hope you cherish love, 'cause homie
Things change quick
And all the days that you think you have
You really don't
I used to understand this message
Back when I was broke
Before the views, when I
Was lonely, depressed, and confused
Writing all these lyrics was the only
Way that I could cope
Now, I start worry that I changed
How maybe I won't ever be the same
Finally feel the sunshine coming after rain
Years stuck inside the struggle built
A tolerance for pain
Hope you follow what I'm saying, see
The flowers' blooming
The colors are vibrant
It's amazing what you'll hear
When surrounded by silence
Important lessons I've slowly been
Finding out myself
Like broken souls are stronger than
Ones who never fell
Yeah, that's the power of the journey
Why being patient really don't concern me
Can't dream in a hurry
I just take a step back
Put my trust in God's plans
Saying "Why worry?" but still
I'm gon' worry

I said I'm still gon' worry
But still, I'm gon' worry
But still, I'm gon' worry
(Yeah, I put my trust in God's hands)

It go like
It's hard to practice what I preach
This worrying don't take away your troubles
It take peace
From your mind-the hardest thing
There is to find
Feel like now in everything I do
I'm searching for a sign
Maybe that's the biggest sign i needed time
To let go of my pride and all my expectations
On my grandma's rooftop having revelations
Wish that I could tell my younger
Self 'bout the power in patience
But the future needs you
And your past doesn't
You'll never grow when focusing on
The things that you wasn't
I believe what's truly yours
Will eventually find you
Though right ain't always right now
Keep faith that it's coming it's sudden
Just like the process of us growing up
Over my years
That's a message I was told enough
Just didn't seem that probable when
I was young in love
But now the memories I'm holding
Onto becoming too much, sucks
The leaves fall again
See life's a cycle like the
Seasons that we following it's not a typo
It's the feelings that I'm swallowing
Maintaining my composure while my
Broken heart is hollowing
It's difficult to know yourself 'til
Things are upside down
When all the people that you
Love are no longer around
I tell the person in the mirror
"Do not be in a hurry"
It's early, but I'm still gon' worry

Yeah, I said I'm still gon' worry
(Yeah, I put my trust in God's hands)
But I'm still gon' worry
But I'm still gon' worry