Red Meat

I wish I was stoned, home alone
Record playing, I wish I
Could think away the pressure in my head
Think away the words I said
Painted in red

It's fair to see it's
Fair fair fair to say you never loved me
And I'm scared to fall asleep
I'm scared to fall asleep
Just pick a song and put it on repeat
Red meat, red meat

Pick a day walking down the same street
And I hear you say
And I hear you say you're still moving
And I hear you say you're still moving to the same beat

I'm so tired
You say that all the time well it's always true
And I'm losing losing losing you
And it's scary cuz I've lost me too
It's scary cuz I've lost me too

Yeah, no curtains bloody fingers long nails
Mouth on fire head on fire
Thighs on fire just another liar
Make the sausages and smile that smile
Your eyes are dead
They're dead but they still look sad
And I still feel bad, for how it went

And I can never lie, and this isn't mine
And I tried to read between but I got
The wrong lines
And when I realized I was out of time
And all the truths were lost in your dead eyes

Busted, wasted
Back to sleep
Back to all the dreams we keep
But beat them if they make a peep
Bar the doors with angry eyes
But hope they'll seep into our lives
When no one's looking, something's cooking
Tell them where you keep the knives
Tell them how you stay alive
Tell them how you count to five, and
Close your eyes

Tell them 'bout the sheep before you go to sleep
Tell them 'bout the sheep before you go to sleep
Or just pick a song, pick a song
And put it on repeat
Red meat
Put it on, put it on repeat
Put it on, put it on repeat
Red meat, red
Keep on moving to the same beat