Should Not Have Come To This

Congratulations are in store
And I'd like to tell you more
But our life is not like this
Nor is it a waste of time
Pictures are the worst
Adulation's coming next
Only physical pain beats that
How do I put up with it
Serve me if you must
Just don't draw a scene to us
I used to never care this much
Oh a drag it is to grow
Oh I'd carry that weight
And I'd wait to be late
Being first is the worst
If you don't know your host
Drink a drink
Should have called before
I even opened my front door
Now all my fears have come true
I don't even recognize a face
Pour another drink
Check my phone before I think
Just pretend have another sip
I should not have come to this
Preparations to sneak out
Before anyone seeks out
If I'm invited at all
Oh I know I can not wait
Oh I'd carry that weight
And I'd wait to be late
Being first is the worst
And I don't know your name
Drink a drink
In my mind you were perverse
Running wildly to your purse
Shiny was a good contrast
To the features of your clothes
Resting on your hips
Like my very first solar eclipse
It hurt my eyes but I could not resist
Oh the vision of your face
Stood out like a glitch
But I could not conceal my mirth
And those green eyes rest on me
Ahahaha just pretend
Oh I walked straight into this
And no one even cares
Except now I have your gaze
And it erases my face
C'est la vie
C'est la vie