Bridges Burned

While your words shattered my heart
""give it up!"" echoed all over me
There are days when I feel like shit
but you made this one special

Why don´t you drown me in some river?
There are times that seem like hell
and I walk over a thin line
that keeps me away from there

and nobody knows...
what I know
and how hard and how much I've learned
from my mistakes

I could throw away all these years
but I’d rather be what you despise
I don't care about anyone
besides me and friends