Wander

It feels like for every one step forward
I've been taking ten steps back
It feels like for every one step forward
I've been taking ten steps back

My mistakes are holding me down
And so far I can't see the light
At the end of the tunnel
That I know is there

I can't find my way out
Of this nightmare
So I'll wander
In anguish

I punish myself over and over
I punish myself again and again

Cause

Every single second that I waste is killing me
I just can't seem to let this go
It's like the weight of the world is crushing me
I didn't think I could get this low

So I

Erase myself, attempt to find peace
Erase myself and when I'm deceased

The end, at last
A way to erase my past
I'm haunted by my memories

And forgiveness is a strong word
Underused and elusive
I keep it locked in the back of my mind
And forgiveness is a strong word
I just hope that it comes in time

Every single second that I waste is killing me
I just can't seem to let this go
It's like the weight of the world is crushing me
I didn't think I could get this low

So I

Erase myself, attempt to find peace
Erase myself and when I'm deceased

I'm deceased, I'm deceased
Erase myself and when I'm deceased
I'm deceased, I'm deceased
Erase myself and when I'm deceased