anguish

I've been thinking 'bout the times that you never left me alone
I've been thinking 'bout the times that you always waited by the phone
How we sat up watching shows, putting everyone on hold
How we did that shit, not thinking bout the morning

Ye, I've had that shit on my mind for a while
Trynna figure out where we went wrong, on my side
I don't have no feelings left
I be going through some stress
I be zoning out all day
Trynna take the pain away
Cuz I can always see the way that you hate my fucking face
Tear me into pieces, and blow me into dust
I've been thinking 'bout your face and how we always used to fuck

Mind-controlling demon, taking over my life
I've been sitting at home just thinking 'bout my wife
Already made it but I don't know who I am
All I have to do is keep looking for a plan
A way to ease my pain
A way to not go insane

Ye, I've had that shit on my mind for a while
trynna figure out where we went wrong, on my side
I don't have no feelings left
I be going through some stress
I be zoning out all day
Trynna take the pain away
Cuz I can always see the way that you hate my fucking face, ye
Tear me into pieces, and blow me into dust
I've been thinking 'bout your face and how we always used to fuck