i still love you
Momma i love you
Ain’t no one above you
Always told me just to say it with your chest
So it’s fuck you
Fuck everybody else except for my family
I was cursin at the old fuck and never my mami
Mommy mom when I was a child happy always smilin
Always did believe in me my words is how we thrivin
Ima be the best rapper on this fuckin island
Ima be the best person in the water divin into sharks
Back when i was in the 10th grade my life fell done apart
Maybe it was just that part
Maybe i was searching for some love but it was really far
Livin at my granniеs cause I couldn’t stand your fucking heart
But you love mе unconditional
I get you
This is for the nights that’s I missed you
This is for the nights steady cryin with them tissues
Beautiful as ever out and inside
Maybe it’s my lens how i stretch my thoughts like fisheye
Dam
But im glad
Maybe Ive been hella stressed about our past
Cause beauty isn’t what you look like
Isn’t what you have
Beauty is the pain and all the love behind yo laugh
Im missin what i had
Gorgeous and divine i love you momma and my dad
Feelin out of line
When i say words that’s really bad
But you get me
Representing us for everything I can
And regardless of what happened
Mom and dad I’ll be the man
Wipin off your tears
Once I get to show you money bags
And that’s real
Mom and dad I love you I still
How do i feel
Takin all of these pills
Mom and dad im really sorry that’s the way that I heal
Dam
Father i care for you
Yes i really love
You was really puttin in that work
Where you was from
Yes i know i always make mistakes been actin dumb
And I love you for the raps and all the songs you would’ve sung
When i was youngin
Throwin west side
At a beach jumping
This a be a musical that everybody bumping
You always believed in me and told me that I'd be something
Momma and you really never got along to function
With me and my brothers
And sometimes I feel like you hold our feelings above us
Trynna cage me in a coupe where im with you but suffer
Yes I love you but the distance is what I needed from us
Dam
Regardless pushed my mom's just to see you
Even though my momma never wanted me to be you
I did
And I will
Be better than before
Maybe it’s my thoughts and how they look just like the floor
And they low
And they know
Dad ima put yo ass
On a golden throne
And momma ima put you in a nice golden home
You could live on your own
Y’all the hardest working people in the world that I know
Never get to say it cause I can’t express myself without this
Will this be my life every job will never
Count this
All my brothers countless
Times that I talked to em
Trynna heal they minds from the trauma that you brought to em
That’s real
Mom and dad I love you I still
How do i feel
Takin all of these pills
Mom and dad im really sorry that’s the way that I heal
Dam