​shut up

Never in my life
Did I think I'd end up here
I don’t think I shoulda made it
Through the last two years
Something in my soul
Said to give up
Before I get old
Something in my mind
Told me I should bide my time
Gently trace my finger around the barrel of my

I don't ever wanna leave here
But I don't think I can stay
I don’t ever wanna leave here
But I don't think I can stay
Something in me wants to leave
Something in me wants to fight
Why can't I just make a choice, huh?
Why can't I make up my mind?

Finding something pretty in the sadness
Something evil in the good
Sometimes I want to talk
But I don't think I ever would
I cried my tears, it's time to give up
I said my fears, now it's time to shut up