Keep Fucking It Up

I get as high as the expectation Then I fall like a house of cards Even though it is speculations
My mind keeps blowing it up

I get drunk on the affirmation Then I'm throwing up on the floor No matter the situation
My mind keeps blowing it up

But I keep keep fucking it up Yeah I keep keep fucking

It's like I live in an observation In the middle of abstract art
Cause even though I get confirmation I can't stop from pulling us apart

And without motivation Am I good enough
Am I good enough

I've been here before Will it ever be over
I don't wanna be lonely anymore I've been here before
Will it ever be over
Cause I wanna be everything you want

But I keep keep fucking it up Yeah I keep keep fucking
(I could be everything that you want)
But I keep keep fucking it up
(I could be everything that you want) But I keep keep fucking

I've been telling lies like it's all fun Count all of our tries like we have won We could spend the night out on the run Sleeping under dark skies
Catching every sunrise Nah.

I've been here before Will it ever be over
I don't wanna be lonely anymore I've been here before
Will it ever be over
Cause I wanna be everything you want

But I keep keep fucking it up Yeah I keep keep fucking
(I could be everything that you want)
But I keep keep fucking it up
(I could be everything that you want) But I keep keep fucking