What Was It?

I wonder was it love or was it hate
That you was showing to my face
I've been chasing paper, can't hit the brakes
Cause I just can't get enough
I've been on the grind, got no time to waste
Silly me, I try to call this place safe

I wonder was it love or was it hate
Hate, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I saved a couple dead prezzies for this rainy day
Since I was young, I always loved to try to find my way

You was telling me you love me, lying in my face
You trying to break me down, remember what we used to say
Or was it fake?
Cause I really can't figure this out

I thought that we was good, better yet was great
I, I can't believe that that just came out your mouth
I don't know what to say, hey
Head on a hundred, these dollars keep calling

I gotta keep going, I'm on it
I got tears down my face, it's so hard not to show em
Hey
Running through hundreds, we here for the moment

Just say what you want and I'm on it
Thought we was fine, I'll move out your way
I think about this everyday
I wonder was it love
Or was it hate

That you was showing to my face
I been chasing paper, can't hit the brakes
Cause I just can't get enough
I been on the grind, got no time to waste

Silly me, I try to call this place safe
I wonder was it love, or was it hate
Hate, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I can't believe it's been all these years

I still trust you even though we know I shouldn't believe it
I can't believe after all these years
I still loved you even though we know I'll never need you
Them conversations at my crib told me you'll never leave me

I had friends who turned they back because they couldn't be me
A couple opps wanted to squash it cause they couldn't beat me
These benjies got me moving different, you probably never see me
Hey, so I hope you heard me

I'm laughing at that shit you did, you was hoping you hurt me
I try to build this team together, you treat me like I'm worthless
Acting like you don't know what you doing, you did it on purpose
Hey, can someone tell the bottle girl I gotta make another purchase?

Ask for her number, she just smiled and said you make me nervous
I hope that this girl is worth it