Happy for You

It kills me every time I see you posted up with him
Moving on to the next like I meant nothing
I'm just accepting every lie as is
Wanna see how you're doing but that's none of my business
I heard you're doing pretty well for yourself
Deleting messages and taking pictures off the shelf
Caught me with the tunnel vision girl you had me blind
Self medicating just to keep you out of my mind
Because
I hate to say goodbye
I see it in your eyes
You love another guy
Don't take this as a lie
Because I'm genuinely
Happy for you though
I'm happy for you so
I will do my best and try to let you go
I'm happy for you though
I'm happy for you so
I will do my best and try to let you go
It's not your job to fix me but I wished you stayed forever
I'm so broken but I had to pull it together
I gave you the real me and that's my biggest flaw
That I give too much to those who couldn't give a fuck at all
I'm not perfect nor do I pretend to be
I lost so much what more do you want from me?
My whole life is looking back at my failures
And cover my mistakes with bullshit, layers on layers
Devastated with the outcome that we called us
Should have known better to even give you trust
I asked you about him, I know you had to lie
But you're too much of a coward to send me a reply
Maybe you could careless of how the fuck I feel
I guess every I love you was never to be real
Nonetheless you moved on and now you seem completed
The both of you seem happy, so I know I've been defeated
I hate to say goodbye
I see it in your eyes
You love another guy
Don't take this as a lie
Because I'm genuinely
Happy for you though
I'm happy for you so
I will do my best and try to let you go
I'm happy for you though
I'm happy for you so
I will do my best and try to let you go
I hate to say goodbye
I see it in your eyes
You love another guy
Don't take this as a lie
Because I'm genuinely
Happy for you though
I'm happy for you so
I will do my best and try to let you go
I'm happy for you
I'm happy for you
But fuck every single thing that you did to me