Let Me Be

I got so much on my mental
Thinking bout these things I been through
Just for now would you please let me be
It’s been too long out on my own now
I don’t need no love in my home town
I just wish y’all would please let me be

Back and forth that’s how it goes in my head
Weighing all the options while I’m laying in bed
Had plans with all the guys but I stayed in instead
Couldn’t think of what to say so I left them on read
And I woke up in the morning with a ton of regret
And I’m fretting all day i’ll get this feeling again
Like I’m out of control like I’m back in the fold
Like I aim and don’t shoot like I’m lacking soul
But just because they best friends don’t mean they know you best
But then again how can you say when you don’t know yourself?
Are they still gone be there when the cards get dealt
Im just crying over milk that hasn’t even been spilt
It’s just hard to understand when I’ve built the aesthetic
With pictures of my life that are not very telling
Of this kid named nino who’s a long way from perfect
I don’t care bout how it looks I just know that it’s worth it

I got so much on my mental
Thinking bout these things I been through
Just for now would you please let me be
It’s been too long on my own now
I don’t need no love in my home town
I just wish y’all would please let me be

Things are hard when you don’t know that they’re coming
Every end is bitter doesn’t matter the struggle
and every new beginning leaves you wondering something
that’s the feeling below your chest and above your stomach
that’s the knot I’m running from but I keep on getting caught
Never had perfect grades but I knew that I was smart
But life and it’s decisions are still over my head
I don’t ever think I just try to forget
I don’t care if your proud
I don’t care about a salary
Living lies for social ties Im working out a fallacy
I could sense that you’ve been mad at me
I walk a tight line a balance beam
I know this kind thought is damaging
So give me a minute I’m going to handle things

I got so much on my mental
Thinking bout these things I been through
Just for now would you please let me be
It’s been too long on my own now
I don’t need no love in my home town
I just wish y’all would please let me be