I've Been Trying

Let's go!
Running round
I'm doing circles in my head
Thinking about this
Is it ever gonna end?
I can't explain it
But this is my world now
You can jump ship
All I hear are sounds
I kept going
Kept going even though
I didn't see much
Now I know I've been
I've been trying to stay
(Alive)
I've been trying to hold it
(Inside)
I've been trying to stay
(Alive)
I've been trying to hold it
(Inside)
I want to scream
Let it out and shout (Shout!)
Cause no one was there to
Reach out
(I checked out)
My life was looking up
Then it came down
Slaving away
I brought the pain
Now it's all in my face
My will has never bent
But my life is one hell
I've been trying to stay
(Alive)
I've been trying to hold it
(Inside)
I've been trying to stay
(Alive)
I've been trying to hold it
(Inside)
I've been trying to stay
(Alive)
I've been trying to hold it
(Inside)
I've been trying to stay
(Alive)
I've been trying to hold it
(Inside)