Staring at the Ceiling
Just another heart shattered into tiny pieces
Staring at my phone as my heart rate increases
She told me that she love me, how'd it turn to this
Can never understand how you threw away the bliss
I'm Starring at the ceiling hoping that I find an answer
Turnin up the music smoke another pack of cancer
Probably pop a xan make the time fly by
Snort another ox hope that I don't die
Take another tab maybe do another dab
Whatever it takes so that I'm not sad
This is what it takes to get through my day
Don't really give a fuck what you think or say
Waiting for the sun but I just get rain
Cupid must've shot me cuz I got chest pain
Can never say I had a love quite like this
Even in my dreams I like to reminisce
Lookin' for a ghost girl call a ghostbuster
Really threw me out got me sittin in the gutter
How long has it been, lookin' lil thin
Livin in a world that's full of sin
How long do I wait, do I leave it all to fate
Opening my heart was a big mistake
Head full of dread, yeah I'm better off dead
Take a moment think about the lies she said
She showed me real love but I paid the price
Didn't even know I was Rollin dice
I watched her feelings fade away I never thought it'd be this way
All my friends yellin' saying that I gotta stay away
I'm Starring at the ceiling hoping that I find an answer
Turnin up the music smoke another pack of cancer
Probably pop a xan make the time fly by
Snort another ox hope that I don't die
Take another tab maybe do another dab
Whatever it takes so that I'm not sad
This is what it takes to get through my day
Don't really give a fuck what you think or say
I'm staring at the ceiling don't know how I'm really feelin'
Turnin up the music try and run from all my demons
But I popped xan to make a plan but made it worse
I think I'm cursed I can't reverse I need a nurse to save me fore I'm in a hearse
All is said and done
It was pretty fun
Maybe in another world, we're bathing in the sun
Maybe in another world, the pain has been undone
Maybe in another world, the pain has been undone