ten months

I've been tryna break from the things
I hate 'bout myself
I told you three times "I'm sorry"
I didn't want help
As your lies burned within me,
Your memory got lost in the fire
And it hurt, cut my skin deep
You tore my heart apart from inside
I'm paralyzed
Ten months, made a lot of promises
Now you left, and I'm just tryna understand
And I'll just take the silence from you
But inside I'm dying
I'm better off being silent
I don't even care about it
I'm standing alive, this city and I
Are wanting to start again
It took all this time
But I'm fucking done waiting for it
So maybe I'll just get myself back
Take all that you left, and get me some help
I'll never let you this close again
I'm still lost inside your dream
Guess it was enough for my fears
To just live inside a fantasy,
You were never here
And I'll just take the silence from you
But inside I'm dying
I'm better off being silent
I don't even care about it
And I'll just take the silence from you
But inside I'm dying
I'm better off being silent
I don't even care about it