​deadly sins

[Verse 1]
Time after time, I wonder what could have been
If our lives weren’t filled with presumed sin
Where you lay, along with our love is a black hyacinth
And I don’t know what, what kind of state you were in

[Pre-Chorus]
And every single day, I wonder how we could have lived
Now I know how Rose felt when Jack couldn’t swim

[Chorus]
How I long for the feeling to come back in my heart
It hurts whenever the pain comes to start
A piece of you will stay on my mind
Hopefully, this wound will heal up in time
I’m numb inside, my whole lifе fell apart

[Verse 2]
My whole life shrеdded in 3 months
But nothing is new under this blazing sun
And I wonder if you’re up there, having fun
It’s selfish, I know, but I wish I could run

[Pre-Chorus]
And every single day, I wonder how we could have lived
Now I know how Rose felt when Jack couldn’t swim

[Chorus]
How I long for the feeling to come back in my chest
You left me a note, saying this is for the best
A piece of you will stay on my mind
Hopefully, this wound will heal up in time
You went down south when I had to move west

[Verse 3]
I can’t sleep at night without screaming
My eyes are so wide awake but I’m dreaming
My head is spinning and you’ve got me teething
The floors are missing, I can’t find the ceiling
My mind is running at the fastest paces
Cause I just want to know where your face is
Picking up the pieces, trying to find the traces
You keep me awake while my mind spaces
My dad and my mom don’t understand
Exactly how I felt when I held your hand
How I felt running with you on the warm sand
But nothing went as I had planned
Right now I need to let go
Because you’re never coming home
You're never coming home, oh no