this way

I can be a little bit anxious
All up in my head it's dangerous
Swimming in what's real or false
You're nothing but good intentions
But I can't help but mention
All good things they fall

No matter, matter what you say to me
I'm thinking, thinking that you're gonna leave
But I don't wanna wait and see
No

Guess I'm the first one running
Hands up! If I'm being honest
I just can't watch you let me go
How long, will I do this to me
Won't stay at the risk of it ending
Something I think you should know
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be this way
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be this way

The way you love me makes it all make sense
You came and filled in all of my pages
I think I know you're good for me
But every now and then I get nervous
Tell myself I don't deserve this
My imperfections would agree
So

No matter, matter what you say to me
I'm thinking, thinking that you're gonna leave
But I don't wanna wait and see
No

Guess I'm the first one running
Hands up! If I'm being honest
I just can't watch you let me go
How long, will I do this to me
Won't stay at the risk of it ending
Something I think you should know

Some things you just can't control
We all get emotional
I know it's like an overdose
But babe just come and hold me close
When it gets like that
You can't be the only one
Who gets like that
No

Guess I'm the first one running
Hands up! If I'm being honest
I just can't watch you let me go
How long, will I do this to me
Won't stay at the risk of it ending
Something I think you should know
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be this way
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be this way