Heavy

Stuck in a dream with no means and no ends
Wastin' my time, I don't see the progress
Waitin' in line, I won't eat
I'm so stressed
Pacin' my mind till I OD with no meds
Had everything on track, what happened?
I got sick, got mad, got scattered
I lost it, that pizazz, that action
Down the drain with the rest of that passion
Days in, days out, heads in the same cloud
Same gig, same town, everything the same now
Everything is played out, over my head (Nah)
I'm loathin' the path that
I've chosen to tread
I'm over the trend, not close with my friends
'Cause I know that my motions
Are cloaked in regret don't know how close
But I know it's the edge
If I don't get some hope
I'm approachin' the end like, yo
I try to show some respect
But I hate what I see, and I'm over the net
Just a hoax, or a pest
Or a clone of the rest
But I know that I'm vexed, so, to cope
I repress
Stuck in a mind, but I can't unwind
Run from the life, but it's faster than I
So I duck
And I hide while I'm passin' the time
And erupt on a mic with the bars that I write

Days in, days out everything the same now
Fade in, fade out head up in that same cloud
Everything has weight now it's heavy, heavy
Everything has changed now it's heavy, heavy
Days in, days out everything the same now
Fade in, fade out head up in that same cloud
Everything has weight now it's heavy, heavy
Everything has changed now it's heavy, heavy

Everything has weight now heavy, heavy
Everything I say now petty, petty
Don't wanna change
I'll change when I'm ready
They say celebrate, I ain't see no confetti
(Nah) every day, wake up in a mist
I told you to go, but I love you to bit's
Now I roll with the flow
Like I'm stuck in a rip
When I'm older I'll know, but I'm young
Just a kid
Or I'm dumb and a dick, or a dunce or a prick
Now I'm done with my shit
So no wonder you skipped
So you run to the sticks with
Your mum and your sis'
And I'm stuck in a bit's with
My drums and a kick
Back of the bus, earbuds to the head
Run from my thoughts till I busted my leg
Now I'm stuck on a fence
With a bunch of regret and it's tough
But I guess that is something you get (Yeah)
So I keep my head down in the dirt
Scroungin' around with the nouns
And the verbs i know I'm soundin' absurd
But when I'm out of words
I found that it works
So why's everything that I feel so heavy?
Why's it all just so heavy?
Maybe I just ain't ready
Maybe I just ain't ready

Days in, days out everything the same now
Fade in, fade out head up in that same cloud
Everything has weight now it's heavy, heavy
Everything has changed now it's heavy, heavy
Days in, days out everything the same now
Fade in, fade out head up in that same cloud
Everything has weight now it's heavy, heavy
Everything has changed now it's heavy, heavy