Self Deconstruct

[Verse 1]
Clouds form, and I evaporate
Summer rain as the summer fades away
Waiting for the day, that I will dissipate
Waiting for a less heightened sense of my dismay
What will it take, for me to learn
The way I am, the way I portray
Another sense of further endorsed and enclosed dismay
I push, I push, I push, I push, you away
A feather in the wind, I let you drift away from me
I feel like I really do care
I adore you from your hypnotizing eyes to the texture of your hair
Encapsulated by your intoxicating stare
Sit by myself as I self deconstruct
Psyche yeah it fight me and my ego it erupt

[Chorus]
I am nothing now
I am worth nothing here
Yes, master I will bow
From the corner you will leer
I am nothing now
I am worth nothing here
Yes, master I will bow
From the corner come you veer

[Verse 2]
Eat myself to sleep, then I starve for a week
Just a never-ending streak
Living off one hour sleep
I am just a late night creep
Is that all I am to you
I pour all my emotion and come off transparent hue
Ill intent never a taint on my mind
Ill intent never there so don't be so blind
I come to you just me, and only so
I await the day you decide to just up and go
I shed my skin so you can see my rawest form
I lay myself, limp, in front of your floor
Yet still await the day you walk through the door
Just because I am myself and I couldn’t hate me more
Can't exterminate myself, impending is my fear
Can't eliminate my problems, on my membrane they are here
Soothe me like you always do
I’ll forever be stuck to someone like I am their glue

[Chorus]
I am nothing now
I am worth nothing here
Yes, master I will bow
From the corner you will leer
I am nothing now
I am worth nothing here
Yes, master I will bow
From the corner come you veer