Life's Terms

That's just the way it go
That's just the way it go
That's just the way it go
That's just the way it go

Ah yes
Download, run the road to recovery
Check the progress, my stress to the umpth degree
Puffin' on niche exotic strains to ease the growing pains
That came with the gains, not in subtlety
Indulgent cope mechanisms dealt in isolation
I don't wanna share this frustration with my day ones
Stay pacing in the day sun thinking of a way up till sundown
Niggas wonderin' why I don't come round
C'est la vie, such is life
I want a slice, cutting deep with this butter knife
Leak on the sheets when I bleed, I can't sleep at night
Read what I wrote, just to see if I'm perceiving my scene right
Rewrite the script, get the dream tight
Typed up and clean, light beam spot the queen's eye
Thank God for squad then we rise with the team
So fly so it seems, I just love what it means
I just love what it means

I'm tryna focus on the good
That can be hardest
Forgiveness of me present
I was begging for your pardon
All up in that stardust when I self-harming
Can't go there, nowhere
Is better than your arms, swear
It's troubling on God's sphere
Dealing with a death, I been a pallbearer
All the worry that my palms bear
I'm turning sorrow into self-care
I hope tomorrow bring me calm, I say a long prayer
I put my all in tryna pick apart these flaws that I wear
Aw yeah, this broken heart that I'm repairing
I declare growth, in my despair I wasn't near hope
Feelings get evoked I'm going real slow
At the speed of how my tears flow
The transmutation I must undergo, like I ain't ever known
Spirit in my blood and bone
Accepting of what I reap and what I sow
Tryna take it upwards when I'm deep in that below state
You know I'm gone, wait
The weight of what I don't say is real heavy
Real heady, all alone, my spirit known many outcomes
How come I'm hurting in my twenties?
I guess it's life, I guess it's right for me to mention
The lower I would go was catapulting my ascension
Destined for happiness, I'm destined for greatness
Destiny is heavenly, it's all to my amazement
My placement was arranged by the salient
Ain't no telling the type of state he in
When nothing else work, I'm settled on the sky gradience
Simultaneously present, I will make amends
I don't know if that'll work but know I miss my friend, damn

All it takes for me just to be in love
When I was in the deep, they ain't help me up
Ain't no told you so
That's just the way it go
You gotta let the shoulder roll
It's hitting home, just a part of the game
If you know, you know
Ain't no told you so
That's just the way it go
That's just the way it go
Ain't no told you so

That's just the way it go
That's just the way it go
That's just the way it go
That's just the way it go
That's just the way it go