Growing Pains

[Verse 1]
In my family tree
You'll hear critism before congratulations
And then trauma enter view
Like "When I submit this application?"
The facts we facin'
Lookin' like Imma be the one to heal my whole family
Now my back is breaking
Faster pacing
Anxiety casted down from my mother
I got the same relationship with my dad as my half brother
My full to me, our bond thicker than blood
Thank God they didn't name me after him
Woulda been sick to my gut
But they named me after his brother, they slick or what?
I spoke to my dead grandfather more recent than him
That man been gone 2 years, you can't at least hit your kin?
Huh
But I ain't gon be the adult in situations and complications with adults that been adults my whole life
Ask how I'm feeling, I'm feeling Sosa
Let me tell you 'bout the things that I don't like
Those that don't right they wrongs
Those who place they pride in front of me, while I write this song
Too many fight a long time ago
Too many worried 'bout my next step
Where Imma go?
But I'm just trynna take my next generation up so high
We gonna see all kinda dough
And that's kinda dope
We rich in spirit and family
Even if right now some people can't stand me
All I got is this mustard seed and God said, "Get to plantin' and after that, get to plannin"