Happy Again.

I know I gotta be happy again, I burn it all away
Tellin' myself, get out my head, I smoke it all away
And then I buy a bottle, baby, drink it all away
One thing I'ma tell you, baby, I know that I'm in my brain

I smoke and drink to cope with my pain
Cause I really don't know where else to go
That part of me that rots, I know that get my brain
But I really hope that I still got a soul

And yeah, life ain't fair and I know that
I'm thinkin' about when I was a kid, man, I wanna go back
When I'm feeling empty, I don't know where the hole at
My heart was a full house , but now where the home at

I need help finding peace, will you help me find it
Or will you be there just sittin' and lyin'
But I gotta thug it out, fuck, I look like cryin
Bitching and whining I ain't on that timing,

Yeah, I gotta shake back
I'm wanna be like Haiti, it's time to shake back
I still got all the memories, you can't erase that
I take all the strength I got and then I put it on my back

Yeah, I put it on my shoulder
I ain't even gon' lie, last week, I ain't been sober
Hey, yeah, I've been awake mentally, I'm in a coma
My phone on DND, so it's me, you can't get a hold of

I need a grip on life, that's somethin' I just need to hold of
I know I gotta be happy again, I burn it all away
Tellin' myself, get out my head, I smoke it all away
And then I buy a bottle, baby, drink it all away
One thing I'ma tell you, baby, I know that I'm in my brain

I smoke and drink to cope with my pain
Cause I really don't know where else to go
That part of me that rots, I know that get my brain
But I really hope that I still got a soul