Dear Nobody

Dear nobody, will you lend your ear?
I need somebody to relieve my fear
I only wanna be away from here
I scream, come help me, but nobody's there
I wanna give in to all my worries
Only living a way of performing
Need a break from the lights and the glory
But I can't escape, I'm surviving only

Dear nobody
Dear nobody
Dear nobody
Dear nobody

Don't wanna be lonely? Too bad
Look at the road that's ahead
All of the years, it was a test
Taking the plunge, holding your breath
For years you have written page after page
Aim at the moon, but falling away
They say if you miss, you land in the space
It's filled with the stars, I only see haze
How to correct, rewrite mistakes
Learn to react to nobody's face
Finish the track, then send it away
Then wait, wait, wait
No one replays
Prepare the release, crossing my fingers
Think it's a masterpiece, so I linger
Wait till I see the streams, no beginner
Nobody sees I'm put through the wringer

I wanna give in to all my worries
Only living a way of performing
Need a break from the lights and the glory
But I can't escape, I'm surviving only

Dear nobody
Dear nobody
Dear nobody
Dear nobody

Go to my phone, message my family
See if they've heard, man, that'd be astounding
Try next my friends, on few I am counting
Most of them too busy to hear the sounding
So put on my speaker, turn up the volume
Ignore the migraine with the pounding
Turn up the dial, think I am clowning
I'll bump the track since nobody else will
If nobody listens, at least I'm around
I'll give it a spin, I'll give it a round
Then critique the flow, turn it upside down
Perfectionists shouldn't replay their own sound
Think I go beast mode on the project
Then it's a weak throw at the target
Then it's complete gold and it's largest
It's then right back to thrown in the garbage

I want to give into all my worries
Only living a way of performing
Need a break from the lights and the glory
But I can't escape, I'm surviving only

Dear nobody
Dear nobody
Dear nobody
Dear nobody