Impasse

I'm at an impasse
Can't you see?
Void of light
And sanity

Living each day
As if it's my last
A narcissistic
Sociopath

Fuelled by hate
And ridden with guilt
Aspirations remain unfulfilled

I struggle with life
Look toward to death
I can't see an end to this

I'm at an impasse
Can't you see?
Death is staring back at me

I see my life
Infornt of my face
My humanity
Has but a trace

My limbs grow weak
And head grows numb
I dissociate the norm

Living with this
Mental condition
Is an eternal state
A human perdition

In wanting to leave
This plane of existence
There's a moral dilemma
A human resilience

I wake up
Then go back sleep
It's all the same to me

My eyes grow weary
As death laughs
Mocking me

I arise
The demise
It's all the same to me

Struggling to fight for a breath
And become and adversary of death

Which road do I take?
I fight to give up

It's all slipping away from me
Time has become my enemy

It's slipping away

It's all slipping away from me

It's slipping away from me

I'm at an Impasse