Self Distraction

[Verse 1]
TONIGHT I FEEL LIKE SELF-DESTRUCTING
DESTROY MYSELF AND START AGAIN
THE FINAL CULMINATION OF EVERYTHING I NEVER SAID
I’M COMING UNDONE
AND I WON’T REST ’TIL I’M DEAD AND GONE
THE PAIN YOU CAUSED
I CHOKE ON MY OWN TONGUE
MY WORDS, THEY DON’T COME OUT AT ALL

[Chorus]
Bloodshot eyes
Your hands are shaking and you don’t know why
You do this all to yourself
Steady your breathing, it’s almost over now
You’re just a face in the crowd

[Verse 2]
IT’S ALMOST OVER NOW
YOU’VE GONE AND THROWN ME AWAY
I’M HOPING ALL OF THESE SCARS WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY

[Lift]
I TORTURE MYSELF
EVERY DAY I SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE
I SUFFER IN SILENCE
WITH ALL THESE WORDS STILL STUCK

[Chorus]
Bloodshot eyes
Your hands are shaking and you don’t know why
You do this all to yourself
Steady your breathing, it’s almost over now
You’re just a face in the crowd

[Breakdown]
KEEP IT TOGETHER
ALL I HAVE LEFT, RIPPED FROM MY FLESH
LEAVES MY HEART TORN ASUNDER
BITCH

[Verse 3]
I’M SEARCHING THE WORDS TO SAY THIS
BUT I’M NODDING, TOTALLY THOUGHTLESS
A MILLION PAGES OF LETTERS DISCARDED
SCATTER THE ROOM, BUT I’M JUST GETTING STARTED

[Lift]
Bloodshot eyes
Your hands are shaking and you don’t know why
I do this all to myself

[Chorus]
Bloodshot eyes
My hands are shaking and I don’t care why
I do this all to myself

[Outro]
I’ve been searching for words to say this
But I’m lonely, exhausted, tired, and thoughtless
A million pages of letters discarded
Scatter the room but I’m just getting started