What I Tell Myself

I tell myself
To keep my head from reeling
Don't trust myself
I can't ignore my feelings
I try to sit down
I try to relax
I try to take time
I can't take things back
Trying not to panic all my life
Just can't convince myself
Or anyone else not to give up
Don't care what else
They say cause I'm not falling
Don't pick up
Social collapse keeps calling
So carve your own path
Curve it right towards the light
Like a runaway train
On it's last run tonight
Trying not to panic all my life
Just can't convince myself
Or anyone else not to give up
Cause there were times when I was too mad to apologize for my mistakes
And I just couldn't understand the amount of pressure that it takes
Still trying not to panic all my life
Just can't convince myself or anyone else
We can talk until the dark turns into light
Just can't predict what's next
But we still gotta try not to give up
Yeah