New Beginnings

Laying the blueprint laying it all
Turn it to reality, no I cannot fall
I need new beginnings
Yeah i need new beginnings
I been fantasizing too long

Isolated in my room when I will make it
Haven't even started yet I rlly don't knkw when I'll make it
How long will I will I have to wait
How long will I have to pray, will they copy
Schemin and plotting
I'm dreaming them days, them days
Like is slow like the matrix
Everyone moving past me, am I okay?
I don't rlly care what they have to say
They look, hidden i m the ace of spades so they just got played
This a new book this a new beginning this the first page am I appealin

Conquer the whole world Monday to Monday shit
The life I imagine aint the one that I live
Turning pages I'm starting chapters
I preach but I'm no pastor
Big brain, like neutron so I blast off
With my mask off

Laying the blueprint laying it all
Turn it to reality, no I cannot fall
I need new beginnings
Yeah i need new beginnings
I been fantasizing too long

12 years old I was writing rhymes, looking up to god asking when's our time
Looking at my mama wondering why was she crying
And now I'm an adult, and I just wanna see her smile

Fuck what they say
Fuck what they say
Fuck all ur circles
That shit is too fake
Fuck all the hurdles
I'm jumping like in 23
I'm on my way butch
I can not wait
No I can not wait
Made a new chapter
Turning the page
Made a new chapter
Im turning the page
Wanted this since the 7th grade