Bad Day

I have good days
But Today ain’t one of them days
And I ain’t got no weed
So I guess I gotta deal with it
I have no friends
I get no sympathy
I put my heart in a cold place
To hold back rage
I’ll be glad when this old mood fades away, yeah
People all around me and I’m sad
I wanna forgive him but I hate my dad for what he did
To me, I was just a kid
Just be positive, move on forget about it just be positive
Even through the scars that he caused, there’s still love in my heart
And I have god to thank, for the change in my ways
The rage and the hate, on god, almost tore me apart
So I’m blessed to say, Today is just a bad day
I have good days
But Today ain’t one of those days
And I ain’t got no weed
So I guess I gotta deal with it
I have no friends
I get no sympathy
I put my heart in a cold place
To hold back rage
I’ll be glad when this old mood fades away, yeah
People all around me And I’m sad
I wanna forgive him but I hate my dad for what he did
To me, I was just a kid
Just be positive move on forget about it
This Burden heavy like the Fat buddha
But I’m built strong like the lion of Judah
Or like a brinx truck, with the staff in it
While it got the cash in it
I’d be remiss to say I’m flawless
And I know that the law is for the lawless
So before they bring them scales out
I make sure that my bail money laid out
Gave all my best to the cause, from the start but it’s still not the same
But I have faith one day
That that all gonna change
Been through the storm and the eye
Like I’ve been here before and don’t wanna come back
But there ain’t no hills to clap
Only bars to rap
I have good days
But Today ain’t one of those days
And I ain’t got no weed
So I guess I gotta deal with it