Why I Left

I saw beautiful tears today
It was pure and clean
It was like a diamond
It was like from the soul

It made me feel that most of things
Between people are not big deal
Why do we close eyes to the fact
Face to face inch by inch

We need sit down and talk together
Words are lying but feelings are honest
So we are only human
Misunderstand each other

And just grown imaginations in the brain
I'm now free woman
I left the band I use to be in
I don't know where I'm going to

I don't know what I'm going to be
But I'm happy I'm so happy
I was scared being hated
I tried to be nice to everyone

I said yes to everything
Contradiction
Was getting bigger in my mind
I found a lot difference

Between what I said and what I think
I felt like I'm devil
Fuck that don't care what they think
I hurt endless people

To say no to be bigger