Nostalgia

I'm still sitting here it's twelve o'clock on the dot and I've been at it for days but see I don't know where to start you'd be amazed at the things that crossed my mind esa noche see I contemplated suicide and overdosed on roches kick back firme but it still ain't the same don't hear you calling my name and who's to blame mijo I gave you everything and I was left with nada lost in the fog me perdi en una nube de mariguana eyes became foggy simon I tried to hold it back but I'm broken down in pieces and patron is where it's at I just could'ntunderstand you
You said it was forever
Would you leave my side?
You always told me never so trip out.

When the days turn into nights they both end up wasted bottle after bottle see I didn't want to face it you were gone and I was on my own many came to take your place but my heart was turned to stone I didn't feel like loving anyone cause after you I died I moved on walked away you can't say I didn't try I tried to make it work until the very end and once again you were all out of excuses to pretend but I don't blame you it's firme you threw it all away just like my homeboy duende said "I'd rather be alone instead" you made me what I am and I learned to live without you and even though it hurt to say good-bye I'm cool without you.

It's been a couple of months but it seems longer me la paso doing what I do best try to be stronger kept your pictured locked up but everytime I'm fucked up I remember that September full of anger. Regrets nostalgia amor puro y odio las cosas que vivimos cuando andabamos de novios you can't compare it believe me homes I tried it y el vato de mis suenos wasn't you I can't deny it now I'm drifting on a memory you took a pat of me so I try not to think about lo que we used to be porque duele cada vez que yo empiezo a recordarte but I never thought it would be so hard para olvidarte. Chalez.