BAD DAYS

I just wonder if these bad days will ever end
In between dreaming and battling
Demons, low self esteem
Aone dreaming of gambling
And if I go all in, I bet i'll barely win
I'm so caught up in my thoughts
I spent a whole week feeling lost
We so different
But actually we not
I wouldnt choose nice sex over real love (No - adlip)
Cuz fucking around makes me even more numb
Put your fingers in her mouth
She is loud like a drum
Not a single thing i'm feeling
Have a hole in ma heart
And I wonder where
This hole is coming from
Let me tell you sum
Yeah

Bad days make me feel
Like i'm losing my mind
Feeling like shit
While wasting my time
Bad days make me feel
Like i'm falling apart
Swimming in circles
But i never give up
All of these bad days i can't get by em
I don't wanna wake up i'm sick of trying
Said you'd never leave then you broke my heart
Broke my heart
All of these late nights i can't get through them
I just need a drink now to help undo them
I just wanna know why we broke apart
Broke apart

I told her I'm feeling alright
That shit was a lie, better she quite
Relieving the pain I started to write
Can't explain, what's on my mind
That was the time, she was gone
She didn't say goodbye
I'm still waiting for a sign
I'm so sorry but now I'm fine
I'm afraid of moving on
Where do I belong?
Sitting on my bed
Bumping sad vibey songs
Bad habits chasing me
Like police chasing thieves
It's time to kick a habit
I think I'm breaking free
Put em into jail punish em
For what they did to me
Took me way too long
Breaking out of this misery
And i wonder where
This all is coming from?
Let me tell you sum

Bad days make me feel
Like I'm losing my mind
Feeling like shit
While wasting my time
Bad days make me feel
Like I'm falling apart
Swimming in circles
But I never give up
All of these bad days I can't get by em
I don't wanna wake up I'm sick of trying
Said you'd never leave then you broke my heart
Broke my heart
All of these late nights I can't get through them
I just need a drink now to help undo them
I just wanna know why we broke apart
Broke apart