Holding On

You're the reason that I'm still holding on You're the reason that I'm still holding on
I'm holding on, I'm holding on for you
You
Said I had your back and I still do Said I got you if you need it and it's still true

I know it's times I get heated and it's real too We both hurt, I understand you tryna heal too
I peeled through, got you shotgun on road trips Track suit with a fitted and some cold kicks
On my side tryna ride since like 06 When you was star 69 all my old chicks
Some old pics I'm looking at got me flashing back And I ain't mad, whatever to get that passion back

I'd rather that, I'm wishing that we could have it back When you look and you smile, I'm like what you laughing at
We play fight, I grab you and try to get a kiss But nowadays the smallest of things get you pissed
No response is probably something I must've missed What I'm doing wrong now, add it to the list
You're the reason that I'm still holding on You're the reason that I'm still holding on

I'm holding on, I'm holding on for you
You're the reason that I'm still holding on
Heard you was talking to somebody, felt it in my chest But I didn't hate, sent a text wishing you the best
And in that state, it was hard, couldn't get no rest Said if I'm really holding on, then it's just a test

I thought less, but I didn't trip, I'm like whatever with it And you like how you gon' be mad like you ain't never did it
It ain't cheating, but you can't say you was being committed You said you dated on our breaks, but ain't nobody hit it
I'm like, ain't really buying that But since we wasn't together, ain't no defying that
You question what I said, but tell me where I'm lying at You keep saying let's be cool, yeah I'm trying that

If we exclusive, is it something I just still assume? Got all inclusive on these beaches when we at Tulum
No early mornings, we just sleeping in till afternoon Got a suite where you walk in the pool from the room
True story
You're the reason that I'm still holding on You're the reason that I'm still holding on

Holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on to you
Baby, baby, true
See you been going to the gym, doing different squats You on your page, yoga pants and them little tops
Doing little sexy dances on your TikToks And got my little fake homies in your inbox

I mean, it's no shock, they trying to catch you slipping Long as you leave them on read, I ain't really tripping
But don't be all up in your bed acting like you stripping Or at the club with your girls after you been sipping
And now you drunk texting calling me at two Said you headed to the house and if I'm coming through
And I don't even want to tell you that I'm out too Or that I can't come through cause I got something new

So what am I to do? You hit me out the blue Like I'm supposed to sit around and just wait for you
I tell myself that I'm done but it can't be true Cause I done dropped everything on my way to you
You're the reason that I'm still holding on You're the reason that I'm still holding on
Oh, I'm holding on, I'm holding on for you

You're the reason that I'm still holding on You're the reason that I'm still holding on
Oh, I'm holding on, I'm holding on for you