Bleed and Blister (version 3)

You said you'll dream you want to be.
You still can't bring yourself to try.
You want to die, you want more.
All these things still left unsaid,
All these people you want dead.
Well they watch you, they're haunting you.
Go on kid, don't let them stop you.
The door's still locked but I'm here listening.

You said you'll dream you want to be.
But you want to try.
You'll try, you'll fail you'll want to see
How you'll never be.
Wait, but you want to try.
Wait, but you want to die.

I can't take this any further,
You got some suggestions.
I'm listening, my cyst is speaking loud.
We must whisper they might hear.
We'll just rip off all their ears and
Stab their eyes out while they're not watching.
Go on kid, don't let them stop you.
We'll bust this door down then they'll listen.

I'm weak I'm not where I want to be.
But I want to try.
I'll try I'll fail I'll want to see.
How I'll never be.
Wait, but I want to try.
Wait, but I want to die.

I'm strong, I'm where I want to be.
And I want to try.
You'll try you'll fail you'll want to see
How you'll never be.
Wait, and I want to try.
Wait, I'll no longer want to die.