Not Far Ahead (feat. wydnr)

Moved on I'm not goin far ahead
19 tries and there's still so much unsaid
Now finding out where I call home
Just wish I wasn't doing it on my own
Cut ties way too early, I'll admit
The guilt of all that hangs like a shirt that doesn't fit
But the past is in the past
And I cannot take it back again
Know it's getting late
And now I feel a different way
Been callin up the future
Think I'm too early today
Know I've been stuck inside my head these days
And know it's not that bad
But I've been goin back again
Spent the last few years wishin I was absent
Now the clock hit 12
And I'm movin in the past tense
No, I ain't got the pedigree or the connections
So imma move my vision to some other factions
I lost my vision when I was 17
And blessed to get it back
Cause I was feelin something drastic
I'm getting inspired coping with distractions
And I don't know what to do next
Moved on I'm not going far ahead
Still here today but I've seen better days, yeah
Been coping/fucking with distractions
Maybe I should move my visions to some other factions
Every single day I'm just tryna figure out
Every little thing to do with myself now/doubt
But the past is in the past
And I cannot take it back again
At the corner of place and time
And I've been lookin both ways but I can't
Seem to find out what way to go yet