2 pm (how to end something good)

This time let's talk all about it
I'm all about it
I feel bad for everything
At least I did
I've driven for hours and slept in the flowers
I woke up feeling brand new
And Jesse, don't you know the truth
I spent all those nights just thinking of you
Maybe when I was together we'd talk a bit better
But now I'm just talking to myself
I'd sooner believe you if I could just see you
This is all I get so I'll make it count
I used to lay around and wonder why
Stuck in this bed
I can't go outside and face today or this world
Today this world has gotten the best of me