Ultraviolet

Information tidal wave
Gotta put the phone away
And look up at this pretty place
But bad habits are hard to break
Seeing everyone get what I want
Wondering if I did something wrong
And I know I'm not the only one
Who's dizzy from comparison

And I know it's not good, it's unhealthy
But everyone here looks so lovely
Yeah, self-deprecation is ugly
I'm a moth to the flame, so don't judge me
'Cause I'm already doing it
Worse than I want to admit
Constantly excusing it
I'm the one who's fueling it
Addict and I gotta quit
Before this shit is permanent
None of this is elegant
Heavy and it's delicate
And I'm so good at hiding it
Ultraviolet

Been out of my body since I was a kid
I did a lot of things I wish I never did
When you're fifteen years old and emancipated
Fifteen years later, still tryna forgive

And I know it's not good, it's unhealthy
But everyone here looks so lovely
Yeah, self-deprecation is ugly
I'm a moth to the flame, so don't judge me
'Cause I'm already doing it
Worse than I want to admit
Constantly excusing it
I'm the one who's fueling it
Addict and I gotta quit
Before this shit is permanent
None of this is elegant
Heavy and it's delicate
And I'm so good at hiding it
Ultraviolet

Ultraviolet (ultraviolet)
Ultraviolet (ultraviolet)
Ultraviolet (ultraviolet)
Ultraviolet (ultraviolet)

Information tidal wave
Gotta put the phone away
And look up at this pretty place
God, it's such a pretty place