Epiphany
Sleepless nights
Internal fights(fights)
At times
I fought it with all my might yo
Sleepless nights(nights)
Internal fights (fights)
At times
I fought ought it with all my might
Eyyy
Drinking till I dry that bottle (bottle)
Party non-stop yeah my life full throttle
Running to the spliff tryna numb the pain
My heart already gone might as well kill my brain(kill it)
Cos on those lonely nights where I'd lay
It hurt so bad all I could do was pray
Some nights I swear I felt insane
Reminiscing about shit out that window pain
I fall to the groud
I can hear my heart pound
I pour it out but I don't make no sound (sound)
Praying to God that a solution is found (found)
Just wanna make everyone proud
So they can scream my name out loud (M.I.M)
All I wanna do is create a fucking crowd
But you see life isn't easy
All this a.m shit can get a lil freaky
I've been to hell and now I'm back
Flipped off the Devil cos I hate contracts (yeah)
I fixed my shit
All you haters sit
Cos all that long depression
Helped me find an obsession (session session)
One of these words and girls and everything as irrational as surds
And the side effects left me a tad bit crazy
I was a fuck nigga, I called everybody baby
But that's because I followed the wrong crowd
But after that the lessons came screaming very loud
Lessons of the harsh reality (reality)
Of doing some things with some strategy (strategy)
And realising that in reality (reality)
Everyone is just on their own team
And when you're alone no one hears you scream
And the only thing you got is you and your dream
And life just keeps flowing, it's an ongoing stream
So get used to those nights with vanilla ice cream
And remember never ever run out of steam
Or you'll be left with
Sleepless nights and
Far fetched dreams
Sleepless nights
Internal fights
At times
I fought it with all my might
Sleepless nights
Internal fights
At times
I fought it with all my might
Sleepless nights
Internal fights
At times
I fought it with all my might
Sleepless nights
Internal fights
At times
I fought it with all my might
(Just keep pushing, it'll be alright)