DXXCDIII

I got people depending on my success so how could I be selfish
I'm putting on for them more than I am for me and I don't see you helping
I feel my soul drifting away and I need help preventing it from escaping
And evaporating

The dark clouds that form around me's gotten darker
Lightning strikes and rain pours it's harder
To find my place in a world that won't accept me
I want to be a rapper but it's hard when no one respects me
It's hard when the people I love most neglect me
I pray to god every night that those people never forget me
Fuck my regret no longer letting that upset me
I wear a cross every day around my neck hoping it'll protect me
From the demons that this world sends at me
And if you want to, feel free to get at me
If you relate don't hide it from me I need somebody like you
That understands the fight like I do

Can't take this shit for granted
Time passes by this planet
Faster than one could understand it
The moment you look away time flies can't get a grasp on it
You put half your attention in it than get mad that you get half from it
The day I lost my cousin that shit was a fucking mess
And to this day within my brain I feel like something rests
I can't explain it but the damage needs some fucking tests
I know her brother felt that day like he had nothing left
I saw a flicker at the light and figured what was that?
Could it be her, would it be her? Should it be her? Fuck it, it couldn't be her
But if it would've been her at least I know she's still around and I got the pleasure looking at her

My grandfather god rest his soul I really hope
That god knows how good of an angel he got
I reminisce every day about the days with my pop
I pray the lord never takes away what I've got
Stored in my head all the memories I've made with my pop
I pray they stay and don't rot
Cuz every day I think about the days I say that a lot
Replay the days in my head reliving days with my pop
That's why my cousin and my pop are engraved in my skin
DXX-CDIII is straight engraved with the ink
So I can look at it every day I'm feeling low
Yeah, it helps me break free
From my demons I'm pleading their angels stay with me

Why the fuck you think I named this album pray for me
I need the fucking world to understand that I can't fake it we've
Seen the pinnacle meaning me and myself
I'll let God be the judge if I can leave from this hell
Yeah