Serotonin

Serotonin, feel it rushing through my veins
Take a deep breath, feel it rushing to my brain
For a minute, just to cover up the pain
I been going for a while but I swear this ain't the same
Pull up a chair and we'll start to reminisce
'Bout all the things that we had and all the people that we miss
We might even light a blunt and spark a thing that hasn't lit
But really I just wanna lift my mind a little bit
I been searching for a lifeline
I been searching for a lifetime, searching for a lifetime
I been searching for a lifeline
I been searching for a lifetime
I'm just tryna find some time to get these things off my mind
Know Imma get it just give me some time
Time to fucking breathe
Tell me what you mean
This shit ain't what it seems
Everyday I'm planting seeds
Wonder why it's so hard to bring myself to life
Wonder if it's real or just caught up in a lie
And I ain't gonna front, I've been at it for some time
I've been doing it for me I ain't do it for the shine
Some of y'all need to learn what that means
Take a deep breath and just feel the beat
Thinking of these words just to fill up the beat
Chill the fuck out, just sit back in your seat
Searching for a lifeline
I've been searching for a lifetime, searching for a lifetime
I've been searching for a lifeline
I've been searching for a lifetime
I'm from the bottom but I swear that I'm gon' make it
That phrase is common but I swear that y'all be faking
It's amusing all the music that you making
It ain't it but I ain't hating I'm just saying
Breathe it in, let the music do the talking
Dial tone every time you try to call me
Lighting up every time I feel I'm falling
Had enough with the ways that I've been stalling
Yeah, gotta get it all out
Call me up now and I'm bound to come out
Take a bath or a shower and I'll be there in an hour
You know this shit is sweet, I don't make it if it's sour, yessir
Pull up a chair, find a freaky way to sit
Riding through the night, just let the beat and me hit
Maybe take a hit and for the night we don't quit
Sitting by my side while I make another hit, yeah