Should The Sadness Occur

It's catching up to me. I think it's time I put in the work. Do it for you? I'm already tired of living with myself
I'm useless. I'm worthless. I don't want to hear it any more
This is useless. This is worthless. I'll clear the knot in my throat
I'm at the end of my rope. It's getting hard to breathe and my hands are going numb. It's on my shoulder. It's always watching, always wrapped around my neck
I'm useless. I'm worthless. I don't want to hear it any more
This is useless. This is worthless. I'll clear the knot in my throat
When you can't breath with the weight on your chest - being contеnt is relative
I won't stay complacent
I am grеater than a sinking feeling
Or so I tell myself, just keep breathing
I won't live my life for someone else's expectations
I'm make things easier on you, like I promised
I won't live my life for someone else's expectations
I guess I'll take my own advice
I'm not helpless
I am more