Till I Die

Ill be here till I die
Gonna make it through the night
Countless hours staring into space
I’ve never been happier
I finally feel in place
No more pain or suffering
No more dark thoughts hovering over
My mind
This is my time to shine
I’ve always been curved like
I’ve been diagnosed with scoliosis
But my life isn’t shrek
There ain’t no happy potion
A token of gratitude is all I really need
But I’m not just gonna beg and plead
Not get down on my knees
Times get hard
But this is only the start
Yeah only the start
Ill be here till I die
Gonna make it through the night
Carrying the weight of a boulder
On top of my shoulder
It pushes me down as I get older
But I learn new things they help me become bolder
Surely I’m destined for greatness
Every since I was young only thing I ever wanted was to have a better life
Every single day I was a child
I never knew how to behave
Never know wrong from right
I always felt enraged
I didn’t know what I was doing
What I was pursuing
All I heard was the booing
Soon it became more than just a subtle jab at my heart
They picked at every little insecurity
Man I wish I had immunity
It was soon to be over
Or was it really
I could feel it in my soul
They told me to be bold
But I could no longer hold
It in
It began to tear me apart
Right from the start
It really tore at my heart
It left an ugly scar
But I stay driven like a fucking car
Ill be here till I die
Gonna make it through the night