Pain

Where'd you get that guilt from?
What are your complexes built on?
Why is that childhood fear still strong?
What words of the wise do you steal from?
What addiction have you chosen?
What corner of your mind's been opened?
What line of sight is broken?
What fight or flight is in focus?
When are you bold?
When do you fold?
When do you cry?
When do you roll
Into a ball
When do you scold yourself?
Does it take toll?
Where did you get that shame?
Where did you get that pain?
Where did you get that shade of grey?
Those footprints engraved in your fucked up brain
Who do you blame for your flaws?
Which one of them snipped off your claws?
What you got written down in the second drawer?
Why you rewriting that text message for?
Voodoo dolls on your shelf
Pinpricks through the pupils of the people in the bells
How much stress has your forehead felt?
How much flesh is inside your shell?
How much pride do you have
Divided by wealth?
How much time divided by health?
How many body parts hide with welts?
How many kinks? I think I can tell
How many skin cells do you scratch off
Brain cells, bag, vomit out your have nots
How much sunshine in your back shot?
How much shit do you carry at the bag drop?

When do you stare?
Do you turn away?
Do you listen to the words they say?
Did you break rules?
Did you stay cool?
Are you the person that you wanted to be in high school?
Did you progress?
Did you stay static?
Did you fall prey?
Did you break habits?
Did you get sucked into the lifestyle?
Is your authenticity on speed dial?
Would you punch me in the face if it felt good?
Would you fuck in the back with a belt on?
Do you recognise what that smell's from?
You better exercise getting yourself off
Do you ride hard with your chest up?
Does the fortune, fame keep the edge off?
Does the pleasure make you feel pain?
Does pain make you feel pleasure?

Where did you get that pain?
Where did you get that
Pain?
Where did you get that
Where did you get that pain?

Where did you get that pain?
Where did you get that shame?
Where did you get that shade of grey?
Those footprints engraved in your fucked up brain

Do you text more than sex?
Do ya
Uh
Rest more than sweat?
Do ya
Ah
Sweat from the pressure?
Do you ever get fed up?
What's your safe word?
What's your pain threshold?
Whips? Is it chains? Is it latex?
Running out of pleasure 'cos you're pressing on the button too much
Electricity doesn't give too shocks

Where did you get that
Pain?
Where did you get that
Pain?
Where did you get that
Where did you get that pain?