Collide

[Verse 1]
Desires collide, slowly growing to stone
Starting warm and then getting colder
Bound by on time, no release, no letting go
No letting go

[Chorus]
I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself
Oh, with the knives that you left in my back, I can move on
Though I know that's not what I deserve, I deserve
I'm gonna pull it out and push it deep into my heart
And then blame myself

[Verse 2]
Hold by your knives, I can't fight them anymore
Oh, every time they cut in deeper
Entrance denied, burnt revealed but never to grow
Never to grow
Stupid denial, you lie
Oh, what a denial, you lie

[Chorus]
I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself
Oh, with the knives that you left in my back, I can move on
Though I know that's not what I deserve, I deserve
I'm gonna pull it out and push it deep into my heart
And then blame myself

[Bridge]
I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself
Oh, with the knives that you left in my back, I can move on

[Chorus]
I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself
Oh, with the knives that you left in my back, I can move on
Though I know that's not what I deserve, I deserve
I'm gonna pull it out and push it deep into my heart
And then blame myself