Pulling Teeth

I don’t feel much anymore
But when I feel, I feel like shit
Decomposing slowly
I inch through life and fucking deal with it
Everyday is a personal hell
Trapped in my mind and left to dwell
If you strung me from my neck I’d kick out the chair with a smile on my face as I gasp for air

Hell is not the fire beneath
But living through by the skin of your teeth
Heaven is not the sky above
But finding the part of myself that I’m proud of

Everyday is a struggle to survive
Not afraid to die just afraid to stay alive
Everyday is a struggle to breathe
Everyday is like pulling teeth

Pull the teeth from my goddamn mouth
Rip the flesh from my goddamn bones
Strip my life of any fucking hope or value
Leave me to fade and die alone

Pulling teeth
Everyday is like pulling teeth