Musick

First time I ever wrote, I wanted to kill me myself
But after I finished writing, I felt better
So, the next time I felt like that, I wrote again and again and again...n so on
So eventually I showed a couple close friends n they were like bro that shits sick as fuck, what are you doing with it? And I was like, yo I’m sick as fuck…
That’s what I’m doing with it, why would I wanna show people that shit...

I ain’t here to fuck around, I don’t run around with these clowns on the underground
I’m a put it down, you are now bout to witness a sickness I hid from you until now
Talking bout you gonna make a record better
Than the record that I’m making you’re mistaken
I don’t think you understand there’s levels to this shit
And I’m on a level you ain’t never making
Elevating never take a day for granted
Whole planet about to panic
My love for rap so romantic
It hurts I burst that’s volcanic
Hot as hell but not satanic
In fact I have fucking had it
With these faggot ass rappers who diss the Cross
God let me at em!!
This is how I get away write a hit a day like an addict need a hit a day
I’m a heavyweight with a feather on a pen in a game full of featherweights
Dedicate this one to everybody ever told me quit cuz they think that I’d never make it
Never hate straight facts all that I ever say, everyday laid back stay back I ain’t playing

Been fighting for my life, for my whole fucking life
Turn the beat up drown the noise out every fucking night
It’s time I deal with these voices in my head again
But how you supposed to heal when your sickness is your sedative??
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
Musick!

,,,you started off so nice at first
Picked me up when I’d write a verse
But somewhere things went very wrong
Cuz without you I can’t carry on
Wrong I don’t believe you
How do I need you?
When all you do is destroy me
Promises that you’ll employ me
Emptier than my frigerator door
Loyal - to you, screw you and your vudu
Hex you put on me, ex’s always leave
All because of you, all you ever do
Is ruin everything who would ever think?
It would come to this man I’m done with this
Toxicness but I’m so in love with this
Who I’m kidding? I ain’t never gonna quit
Sick of feeling sick, this ain’t healing shit
Guess I’ll deal with it like everybody else
Say I’m fine and just keep it to myself
And I ain’t lying, I really need some help
God I’m crying out, save me from this hell!!!

Been fighting for my life, for my whole fucking life
Turn the beat up drown the noise out every fucking night
It’s time I deal with these voices in my head again
But how you supposed to heal when your sickness is your sedative??
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
Musick!

Name a cadence that I ain’t master, I’ll wait
Ow wait, there ain’t one cuz I change em
On every song that I make that’s why rappers so damn irate
And pray for the day that my eyes dilate
But fuck y'all, I’ma die late
Tell suicide to kill itself, I ain’t scared of you no more
You ain’t gonna bury me, you can’t put fear in me no more! yolo
Let’s go to the max every track I’ma snap
Either that or I’m tipping back a fifth of Jack
While I take a hit of that shit that get me so high no lie
Ain’t no fucking telling when I’m getting back
Ain’t no selling my soul never that
Taking over rap like fuck y’all gimme that
With a backpack like fuck it I’m a bring it back
Writing at my doctors, who the fuck is sick as that?!
Nobody, you heard me no one!
Your buddy, about to blow n
Now I wonder was worth it
After all that musick’s stolen?!

Been fighting for my life, for my whole fucking life
Turn the beat up drown the noise out every fucking night
It’s time I deal with these voices in my head again
But how you supposed to heal when your sickness is your sedative??
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
Musick!