I Don’t Wanna Do This Anymore

[Verse 1]
Life is all a test
That's what I thought when I was depressed
Heavy breathing my mind says leave it
I hurt myself to relieve the pain
And you're all to blame
If we were friends
I would've been on the mend
Everytime I go to bed
Shit just play's in my head
I see little black dots
You'd think I do pot

[Chorus]
Ever since you left me
I've been feeling sad
Ever since you left me
I don't really feel bad
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't know what
I'm still living for
I don't wanna do this anymore

[Verse 2]
I broke up the friendship
Man I regret it
We were best friends
I'm sorry that it had to end
I know you would've helped me
I know I would've been free
Put the razor down
Even if it makes you drown
I don't wanna be in a flood of blood man
I nearly did it
I nearly commit

[Instrumental Break]

[Chorus]
Ever since you left me
I've been feeling sad
Ever since you left me
I don't really feel bad
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't know what
I'm still living for
I don't wanna do this anymore

[Speech]
I don't really remember
The first time that we met
All I remember is that
I was being weird in the library
Maybe that was the first time
You were 13 and I was 15
We were in a group chat
You were never online
You gave ne your instagram name
So I followed you
You wrote it down in my planner
In January 2017
You didn't wanna be
Friends with me anymore
In March 2017
You wrote me a long message
I never replied
But we talked it out at school
We became friends again
I remember the time you touched my arm
I told you everything
You asked me how I was doing and I told you