New to Me

Happy feels foreign to me
I know it's sad to see
But trust me when I say
Been loving the way it feels today
Feels foreign to me
I know it's sad to see
But trust me when I say
Nine years, eight months, and two days
That happiness and I have been estranged
But these days are pretty swell
And lately I've been feeling well
And I don't know how long it'll last
But for now that shit's in the past
Yeah yeah yeah
Whoa whoa whoa
Yeah yeah yeah
Happy feels foreign to me
I know it's sad to see
But trust me when I say
Been loving the way it feels today
Feels foreign to me
I know it's sad to see
But trust me when I say
In the drop top Benz
With the wind in my hair
And the sun in my eyes
Feeling kinda nice
And feeling kinda fly
And I can do anything if I
Set my mind
Yeah
I could kick it on the beach
Or kick it at the crib
All I know is I feel like I can't miss
Yeah yeah yeah
Whoa whoa whoa
Happy feels foreign to me
I know it's sad to see
But trust me when I say
Been loving the way it feels today
Feels foreign to me
I know it's sad to see
But trust me when I say
And I been hoping, I been praying
Some might say that I been delaying
All of the struggle and the healing
To deal with the shit that I been feeling
It's been a long road but I'm finally feeling right
Not a drug user but my life been feeling high
Tenth floor view and a rooftop pool
Kinda miss back being in school
Nine times the rent and ten times the stress
But twelve months a year yeah I'm being blessed
Cannot deny the things I been through
But I survived them yeah you can too
Happy feels foreign to me
I know it's sad to see
But trust me when I say